I'm getting extremely tired of hearing how miserable people are with their love lives; not because I'm not in the same boat (because I am) but because it's bloody unfair. If you like someone and want to know if they like you just ask! It's really that simple. If they do- amazing. If not- tough luck. It's not the end of the world if someone doesn't like you, it just means that there is someone even more fabulous to meet on the horizon and he/she will love the very bones of you. Without even batting an eye at the flaws.
And in the mean time, try loving yourself. We can always do with a bit of 'me time'. Learning what you want from people is key to getting your future relationships right. It's not to say that one day you won't have a hard time enduring a relationship because a lot of them do need a massive amount of work but if you find the yin to your yang.. I know I'd be on the front line for it. Any day of the week. A thousand times.

Moving on to the second chapter of my New Year's Resolutions, I have started exercising a tad more. Nothing heavy as I am one of those quitter types! But after only three days I feel a great deal less miserable. I know that endorphins are released and all that but I didn't think it was going to really make a difference to a diagnosed depressive's point of view.. It just goes to show that there is no gain in waiting for something to happen. In order to change something you must be ready to accept the steps.

I have found two new quotes-

The Seven Deadly Sins are a litany of victimless crimes, compiled to distract attention from the bloody felonies of the righteous - Robert Brault [Har harr! Blardy funny]

Poverty of goods is easily cured; poverty of soul, impossible - Michel de Montaigne

A fabulous way to start the day. =]

I have applied for a handful of volunteer jobs this morning.. I don't know what it is, I have simply woken up with a real want to give something back. I'm also looking into Counselling courses at Farnborough Tech, along with the Access Course. I think today is a new direction for me! Yippee I have a goal. I have no plan but I have a goal! And that is all anyone needs. Yes, yes.

Personally, what I'd really like to get stuck into is a drugs and alcohol abuse section. I'd like to help people with addictions get their lives back on track. I know I sound nuts like I've suddenly become some kind of saint or something wannabe-similar... But I have wanted to be a counsellor for a long time and that's my direction. I want to help someone. I think it may also be helpful to help those a little closer to home too. Charity starts in the home apparently, so!

After Some Reading Tonight I Have Decided To Start Doing Some Of My Own Writing. Perhaps An Online Story And If Enough People Read It And Enjoy It I Will Find Send It Off. However, I Am Yet To Decide Whether Or Not It Should Even Put It Online! So For Now, I Have Found Something To Quiet My Own Thoughts And Input Anothers'

I Am A Twilight Fan, I Admit. The Trouble Is That I See So Many Young People Reading These Books And Recognise How Some Of Them Might Confuse A Few Well Spun Lines With Romance. I Am So Very Opposed To Fairytale Endings, Especially When It Comes To Girls As It's Misleading... I Know I'm Taking It Far Too Seriously And I Know That Stephanie Meyer Is In No Way Trying To Encourage The Wrecklessness That Some People Happen To Find Themselves Doing But I Do Find It Quite Hard To Accept That Edward And Bella Have A Perfect Love.. I Think It Is Probably, Judging By The Classics, About The Least Reliable Type Of Relationship And Far Too Obsessive To Be Everlasting Love.

"I Fall In Love Too Easily

I Fall In Love Too Fast

I Fall In Love Too Terribly Hard

For Love To Ever Last"

- Chet Baker

I Have Been Smokefree For Twenty-Seven Days Now =]

I Just Wanted To Write It Down... Tomorrow Will Be What I Like To Call 'A Doctor's Month' And It's All Very Exciting For Me!

My Sister Got A Sewing Machine For Christmas And She's Still Not Opened It. I'm Toying With The Idea Of Running Out To Get Some Fabric And Just Making Anything To Encourage My Creativity. I'm Have Such Intense Writer's Block That It Might Be An Interesting New Thing For Me To Try? Hmm. Perhaps, Perhaps.